BILL MARTIN GALLERY ~ Ascension

The following is the weekly record of the developments in the painting, "Ascension."

 
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          I have long wanted to paint a group of intertwined figures in a state of exaltation, but have been unable to find the image. I began to notice that ascending figures were appearing in my random stream of drawings This looked like an image I might want to paint, so I explored the thought further by making a test drawing on a handy shopping list. The idea shows potential so I do more drawings of ascending figures. These are fine but what I really need is a detailed working drawing.

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         So far so good, but now I want to see how it will look in color. I take the working drawing and make photo-copies. I then watercolor about a dozen of them, testing various color combinations. These three are not necessarily the final colors but are good enough for further exploration. 

        As I'm testing my color compositions , I decide that this will be the next painting I'm going to paint. I tentatively call it "Ascension." I want to make it 7 1/2 feet in diameter -- the biggest circular painting yet -- just small enough to go out my studio doors. Next I need to hire some models and look at poses.

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          I hire some great models and paint a few studies. I'm starting to test colors and poses. This is my first real hint of what this painting could be. I'm looking for poses that make me feel like I am ascending and colors that convey health and warmth. I need more poses!

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          I paint more studies and test more poses. As I make these drawings and studies, my vision begins to clarify. I know it will continue to change. Only when the painting is finished will I know what I really wanted to paint.

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          I need still more studies . I think I'll probably need to paint every pose as a study before I put it in the big painting. Already I can see poses that might not work. Number four has to go-- too aggressive.   Now I'm ready to start the big painting.

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         I make an actual size drawing of the columns and transfer it to the canvas. Now I can put on the first layer of paint, without the figures. The first paint on the canvas is the true beginning of a painting. Everything before has just been speculation. 
Now I want to see what happens with poses of two figures.

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         I've painted some studies of two-figure poses. The complexity of two figures is four times that of one. I need to see two figures sharing the same area, in collision and in embrace. Not enough!

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         I've done more studies of two-figure poses. I feel like I'm auditioning poses. Now what would three figures together look like?

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          The studies with three figures create exciting possibilities. In the working drawing I had 40 figures. The painting seems to want a bigger population. As my wife said, "If you're going to throw a party, don't you want everybody to come?" 

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          I'm curious to see how multiple figures compose. It keeps getting more complex.

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          As I paint more studies with multiple figures it is becoming clear that the figures are representations of our spirits, our manifest essence. When we are young we want to be older. When we are old we want to be younger. At some point, we are an ideal age, if only or a moment. This is the age of these people.

           When we are thin we want to be thicker. When we are thick we want to be thinner. Somewhere in between we are ideal. This is the size of these people. There is an ideal self that lives within each of us, a self who is perfect, whose feet never hurt and whose bills are all paid. These figures are those ideal selves. Back to the big painting!


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          I'm glad to be back at work on the big painting but the first thing I do is make a mistake. The primary layer of paint on the stonework is all one color and too gray. It seems to want to be lighter and more yellow around the stone rim. So I paint it in. I don't like it! It looked OK in my test, but when I see it full size , it's not right. Now I have to live with it this way until it's dry enough to correct. Relief next week?

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         This is a better color. It's warmer and not too light. My practice is to paint everything once before anything twice, but sometimes things seem so off that I have to take immediate action.

         A friend of mine pointed out that the painting would be more like me if the clouds were in a
spiral . She was right. So I changed them.

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         I'm hesitating to begin putting in the figures. The size of the task needs some mental preparation. Instead I start thinking about the potted plants  in the painting. I need to paint them in at some point anyway. I discover that ferns have the right shapes and I put them in.
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          I need to see the figures from my studies in different sizes. In the past, I made a graph to enlarge or reduce my drawings. Later on I used a Xerox machine. Now I'm using computer printouts. I cut them out and stick them to the canvas to see what the painting might look like. It's my preview of coming attractions. The painting still looks possible, so I put in the first figures.


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         Now the interaction of the additional figures becomes my most important concern. I become a "still"
choreographer.

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          These eight figures will be the anchors for subsequent rows of people.

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I need a vacation so I'm taking this week off.

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I'm back from vacation. The objectivity gained from being away from the painting has made it easier for me to see the major lines and rhythms in the groups of figures.  They seem to want to swirl counter to the movement of the clouds.

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My stream of drawings now contains only feet. I've been so preoccupied with feet that I only now notice that I've put the hands on backwards.

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         The task at this stage is the placement of the figures. The colors are far from final. These are the underpaintings for the figures -- you can still see through them. I just want to get them on the canvas -- the finishing coats come later.

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       The population increases and seems to want to be larger than I had originally planned. When I was a student I would try to save an image or a technique for my next painting. When I gave that up and put everything a painting wanted into every painting, I was more satisfied with the result. This painting definitely wants more figures.

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      The figures are becoming the pervasive element in the painting, like the butterflies in the Butterflies painting. So I continue to need more figures and poses - and I have to see them in paint before I can tell if they'll work.

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      I'm still looking at new poses.

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        Although useful, this latest series of figure studies have been difficult because I'm anxious to return to the big painting.

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        So far the painting has developed at its edges. It is time to move to the center. I now estimate the painting will need 500 figures.

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         In a moment of synchronicity a faint circle of figures forms in the center. In the midst of chaos choreography happens.

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        I now want to connect these inner figures to the others. Interconnection is one of the sub texts of the painting. I'm going to Italy to look at some ceilings. I'll be back in two weeks.

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On vacation
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I'm still looking at ceilings I'll be back next week.

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        Back from vacation, I didn't get a thing done this week. I am definitely inspired by the art I saw in Italy. The ceiling of the Barberini Palace in Rome and the ceiling of the church of St. Pantalon in Venice particularly stand out.

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        One of my colleagues succinctly summed up his painting method, "First you draw it. Then you paint it." I'm drawing directly on the canvas now because with the increased population, if I paint a preliminary painting for each, I'll never finish. Next I'll paint it.

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         I'm painting in the figures- they are rough, the wrong color and the wrong value. Plus the poses need adjustments. I want to get all the figures in before I go back and make all the necessary changes. It's hard for me to not to fix a mistake when I see it. But I know the painting will take longer if everything has to be right before I can move on. A subsequent layer in the future will come to my rescue.

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         I have got to stop counting. There are 360 flying people so far. I need to paint something else for a while. I think I'll work on the marble.

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        As a relief from painting the figures, I'm painting some of the patterns in the marble columns. It's an arduous job, one that I would normally have done later. I like to make the bigger changes first when I can.

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       Couldn't stay away. I can almost see the painting and I gotta have it. So I'm drawing a crowd.

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       Now I'm painting a crowd, still just the first coat.

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        How many people are enough? This is better but I still need more.

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        Without my conscious intention, personalities emerge even this early in the underpainting. This man is dancing to his own separate choreography. And why is this man smirking?

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        More personalities: This couple is practicing swing dancing. These are the mischievous twins, up to no good.

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        The closer I get to my vision, the more energy I have (and need) to reach my goal. The energy is always in the idea.

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        As with any party there will be some who always come late.

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       Now for the first time I look at the painting without thinking it needs a lot more figures. This is almost enough.

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       I'm testing various types and colors of ivy on cellophane laid over the canvas.

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       I made 21 tests for the ivy only to have the answer be, none of the above. When the ivy got off the cellophane and on to the canvas it had ideas of its own (smaller and tighter).

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       With the inclusion of the ivy, I no longer have new things to add to the painting. Now I just have to go back and make everything I already put in, better. I start with the tuba woman.

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       I’m cleaning up the drawing of the figures and altering their colors as I have here with the reaching man.

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       Second coat on the twisting woman. Still don’t like her face.

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       I’m starting on the outside and will work inward to coordinate my colors. The first couple is next.

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       I seem to be doing a lot of redrawing as I put on my subsequent layers of paint. As a section rests between layers, it reveals its needs, as in this woman's face.

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       I've changed the facial expression on this guy and this couple. I'll probably change them all.

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        The second tier of figures begins here.

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       I chose brass and violins for the musical instruments because they were handy but now I see how they have served to extend the spectrum of the people's personalities.

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       The woman with the bun was the best of the under paintings but even she must go, for the sake of the color coordination. I don't know if I've done her better in the second coat.

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        Originally I had planned to paint the faux frame to look like stone but after seeing the Italian Renaissance palaces, I realized you can never use too much gold.

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        The progressive steps in the potted plants so far.

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        Back to the figures.

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        I've got over a thousand figures all of which need a second coat. Some will want a third.

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        It's going to be figures for a while.

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        I'm still doing the second coat on the figures-painting a crowd.

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        I had to take a break from all the flesh. I painted yet another whirlpool.

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        The crowds are getting bigger.

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        Now I need to stand back and see what I've got- and then prepare myself for the final exertion. The end is in sight.

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        I'm just fixing mistakes. Tune in next week for the final episode.

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This is as far as my vision has taken me this time, so I think the painting is finished.

        I look back and see the changes from my initial vision. The process of discovering the image is an exciting and often surprising one. The biggest surprise was the increase in the number of figures. The original drawing had 40 figures. The final painting has around a thousand. The amount of work also increased but it was worth it because the image improved. The painting defined itself. I can finally see what it should look like and what I wanted.

        It is important now to change my focus from finding mistakes to seeing what I have actually painted. When I can manage to do this, I am pleased with what I have done.

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